i love it when you call me sunshine

i want to be the sunlight that streams across your bed and wakes you up. no one has ever made my soul smile this much. the peace you bring rots me like a dying tree and all i wish is for you to save me. this sinner is penitent, waiting to have your blessing. she would change it all (or maybe she would just change you) at the drop of a few cross words. i know that i am in love with all the imperfections that make us human, make us whole and unique. don't disregard me, i don't know if i can handle it since i'm willing to break my own heart before i let you get to it.